good bye freedom

Well, here comes hell. The bailout bill didn't pass the house, so now tonight the senate is going to vote on it. Without it even passing the House... to my understanding everything has to pass the House then it goes to the Senate. I wish WE could take back our votes and call for a revote when it comes to voting for president. Cause then maybe we would have when Bush ran for 2nd Term. And when McCain wins, because it will probably be rigged, we won't be able to revote! Can't even call for a recount. This electronic voting system is shit, not like it can't be hacked or anything or like we'll ever really know. I'm starting to hate it here more and more.
They rewrote that bill and so now, we can't even investigate or know where this over 700 billion dollars is going.
I'm scared for the future of this country. I must say I am thankful hubs and I can't have kids now because I wouldn't want to raise my kids in this country. Everyone comes here illigally cause its the 'land of opportunity' when over 600,000 people have lost their jobs.
This bailout is just going to push off the collapse of the economy and stock market. G and I are trying to get a backup plan. If our apt complex goes under we have to find a place to live. And since the price of food is doing nothing but rising and will only rise we have to stock up on food and water and everything we can.

We pretty much no longer have a middle class, just lower and upper. You either barely kinda sorta make it by, or you make it by with flying colors and don't have to worry about how you're going to eat the next week. It's fucking rediculous and pisses me off. Here we are w/ debt we can't pay off because we're barely making it by to pay all of our bills and rent. we're doing better now than we were 6 months ago that is for sure, but seriously life kinda sucks, and being stuck here just makes it worse.

Please pray or do whatever you do, for this country, we need it.

Sarah