Free scam report.com

So first I hope everyone had a great holiday season. And has a safe new year!

Okay, so we've all seen the completely annoying commercials for this stupid service. "Free" Credit report... well I wanted to get a copy of my report b/c I have student loans and my old car on my credit and I wanted to see how bad my credit really is lol.

Well I did notice that it said if I didn't cancel within 30 days after signing up etc that I would be charged monthly for the service because they also send emails letting you know if your score goes up or down etc. I did this in the beginning of 08 and I DID call and cancel, I do remember the lady from some foreign country (gotta love outsourcing) saying I had some alert or something on my account and recommended me keeping it open, well I didn't want that because I did not want to get charged. At that point in time my online billing had still NEVER worked so I really didn't keep track of finances as good as I should have.

So lets fast forward about 6 or 7 months (and going into the negative a few times w/ no idea how) to when my fiance wanted to get a copy of his. Now not realizing the 'game' had changed, instead of 30 days it was 7 days then you get charged.. so he called in to cancel his service after being charged once because we forgot or didn't know (can't remember). But the next month I noticed another charge of 14.96 from Advantage. We were okay with the one charge because that was our bad for not reading the fine print, but he canceled so we called to try and get our money back for the second charge. After speaking with someone he could barely understand my fiance hung up extremely frustrated. They said he was only charged once which then got us thinking, so I started digging through our account history online to see more and more charges of this 14.95. So we called in again and come to find out I was being charged every month for when I signed up for this "free" credit report.

Now I KNOW that I canceled, I don't have anything drawn automatically out of our account to be safe so WHY would I let them charge me every month for something I only wanted to use once. The lady said that her notes said I wished to keep my account open because of that alert on my account. I told her then the person that told me they canceled my account is a liar because she told me it was canceled (back in Jan). So at this point I'm pretty livid and asking for a supervisor, which they wouldn't get one for me, and for my money back. Well apparently they could only refund me back once. So I accepted that because hell it was better than nothing. So after being extremely pissed for being ripped off and scammed I had to get our money back.

We started at our bank and did a stop payment for that company so they were blocked from taking any money from our account. (Which actually cost us $15 lol) We also were able to do some paperwork and our bank ended up crediting us for 2 of the charges. Which was awesome of them to do but we still had over 80 dollars that went to this stupid scam so I wasn't satisfied and wanted my money back. So I went online and filed a report with the BBB. It had a section asking what happened etc, and what I wanted the outcome to be, so I put I want my money back for the charges that were being made to me w/o my consent and that were being charged w/o my knowledge.

Less than a week later I had a credit for $89.70 from the CIC*TRIPLE ADVANTAGE that had repeatedly charged me $14.95 and had actually caused my account to go into the negative a few times because I didn't plan on it being taken out. Here is a nice screen shot I put together so you can see. So in conclusion FREECREDITREPORT.COM IS A SCAM!!! They will tell you that your account is canceled but will in fact keep it open and keep charging you. Plus they outsource their jobs which while thousands are losing their jobs here...



To File a complaint to try and get your money back you can do so HERE. You'll want to file it with Freecreditreport.com / Cictripleadvantage.

I also read that the retard singing in those commercials (he is so annoying) actually got a 5 album record deal w/ rocafella/island def jam records. WOW. I wouldn't even pirate that shit (as my fiance stated) lol.

Okay, well that is all for now, please comment and if you've been scammed by this company or any others please leave your story, will probably use them for future posts. Also, you can leave love in my shout box to the left, which has been getting lots o spam LOL.

Take it easy!

New Post on Other Blog!

I don't want to just double post, so please go check out my other blog and let me know what you think. I still have some Christmas shopping to do ugh. I hate driving this time of year, everyone is crazy lol seriously. I swear someone runs a red light at every stop light. I brake almost every time I see the yellow, to be safe. Plus my wreck really freaked me out. So I am just going to wait till my mom and sis are hear and see if they'll take me on my next day off... I hate driving w/ no heater too. I left my house and didn't even need a hoodie today. and then not even 2 hrs later it was freezing cold. I hate the weather here. It sucks. Okay well, have a great week everyone , drive safe.

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I pwn you... wtf?

I do! My fiance has always been a gamer. And when we got our own place he introduced me into the gaming world. I've always played stupid little games, and never got into actually playing multiplayer, mainly because I always had dial up growing up, and for the first time had cable <3.>
Yeah, I was like holy shit, that is hacker stats right there, except if I really hacked I probably would have got more kills. And for the record I don't hack, in fact I spec people a lot b/c I hate hackers, they completely ruin the game and should own up and play for real. But if they didn't have their hacks, they wouldn't be able to kill anyone.

Anyway. So the fiance plays COD more than I do because I suck horribly at COD. I haven't been playing long but most the time I die more than I kill. We play COD 1.5 I think. Its a fun game, I enjoy it, I just suck at it lol.

Okay so on to the PWN thing. I'm sorry but GAY!! lol and no disrespect to those that are gay, but I hate reading that word. It doesn't make you cool, it makes you look like a moron because you can't spell. Or maybe they're just missing the actual o which is located not far from p, and are too lazy to backspace... either way I hate it. Its retarded. Is it an emo thing maybe? I have no idea where it came from but it just needs to go away. But I won't go into emo because thats another post. So anyway, have a great week all. Peace Out!

Any Ideas and movie reviews

So, I'm needing some good ideas for blog topics. I have a pretty boring day since I work at home. I do remember now that I have some logs from some chats I could post b/c of the boredom my co-workers and I usually deal w/ everyday. I've actually been training the past 2 weeks. It's been a lot of fun. But will be glad when I get my normal schedule back and don't have to set the alarm anymore.

Okay so I do have plans to write about 2 movies I've watched recently. Take into consideration I'm not a movie critic just talking :)



So I have concluded I'm a pretty big fan of Will Smith movies. He never seems to fail. This movie was great in my eyes. It was entertaining to watch and had great actors. I really haven't watched movies like I used to. I actually downloaded this one to watch it. And wasn't disappointed I definitely recommend watching it and might post links for you all to download it at some point. I watched I Am Legend at the IMAX and thought it was a great movie too. Will Smith is just a great actor, his wife is bad ass too, if you didn't know she's actually in a band called wicked wisdom. Check them out, I bet you'll be surprised :)

Okay next:


Where to start... This was a great movie and no doubt that Heath Ledger played this role perfectly. He was such a talented actor and throughout watching it just couldn't believe we'd no longer be seeing him in movies :( This movie to me was great, just really long. At one point I thought there would be a sequel but I'm wondering if they added the ending the way it was because Heath wouldn't be able to be in a sequel. Only downfall was how long it was. We started losing interest at the end but I had to finish it. I definitely think Heath deserves awards for this role. Christian Bale I think is the name of who played Batman, he did a good job also. I like him in the movie The Prestige, I thought it was done very well also. So I recommend this movie as well as Hancock, both were very good.

Okay... so thats about it lol. Sorry so boring, I just haven't seen many movies lately. BUT please comment and if you have any ideas of what I should write about let me know. Or, leave a note in the shoutbox, it would be greatly appreciated. The one subject I could talk about forever is music, but its easier in a conversation than just talking about it. I did create a post I don't remember when about music you can check it out here.

Okay so I'm going to go game :) Later!

New Blog!

wOoT. I created another blog to go w/ this one. Don't ask why, I don't really know. I guess boredom got the best of me lol. But check it out! Its on my blog list or you can just click >here<.
So nothing really new going on just work. Oh fun. I worked today (Thanksgiving) but it was time and half so I can't complain. Anyways so this was just a little update to check out my new blog :)

Thanks!!

Check it Out!!

I made a bad ass playlist! lol its at the bottom of my page, for some reason you might have to scroll aaaalllllllllllll the way down for it to start, but I think its pretty bad ass. It has some of my favorite songs by my favorite bands/artist. Some new stuff mixed with some old and some heavy mixed with some soft. Hopefully this has music that interests others also and they'll come back to listen to it :) I know my blog isn't much now, I'm trying to think of some great posts to write. For some reason I've just have had one massive brain fart lately lol.

Well, we get to pick up our car from the mechanic tomorrow. Well, since its 2 am, today. I'm pretty excited. We have a 92 licoln continental (yeah I know) lol it was my dads and when I totalled mine he gave me his, he rocks. It's actually a pretty smooth ride... well was lol. We just got the power steering and radiator fixed. But still have some work to do lol. This is what is left on our check list of what needs to be fixed:
- heater core
- ignition
- brakes
- usually the hood stays up by itself, but not anymore, gotta get that fixed
- the drivers side seatbelt doesn't always like to work, i have to flip it over for it to work
.....ummm lets see what else
- oh the DCL or dash basically, its all electric and it fucking BEEPS repeatedly at times to let you know something is wrong. The dash is cracked where my dad beat the shit out of it to try and get it to quit beeping lol
- the cd player in the radio doesn't work either for some reason
and I think thats it, except we need new windshield wipers lol
but that is it... for now

Its a pretty pimpin ride tho lol. I'm just glad I'm finally legal, after my wreck my license was suspended (oops) so I had to drive around and hide from cops, but thankfully we seriously drive it like twice a week and that is usually across the street. For awhile our tag was bad too and we didn't have insurance. But I guess you can say life is looking up because it is completely legal for me to drive now :) and I paid my fines. WOOT
Now to just fix the damn thing.
This is what I did to my beautiful, amazing cobalt *facedesk*


Oops.

Fuck that really sucked too. And if you notice the guy that hit me, the truck, yeah had barely any damage! Fucker. But ever since I'm scared to death of left turns, I will drive around the block to not make a left turn on a busy street. It freaks me out! It was my first wreck and thank God I didn't get hurt. The firemen and cop told me if it would have been a little more back or forward I could have rolled or got really hurt. Ugh, that was one of the worst days of my life!

But you live, you learn. And boy did I learn my lesson lol. Now I get made fun of by my lovely passenger Geno for driving like a grandma, but oh well.

Okay well its getting late and I'm getting tired. So night!

photoshop

I finally played around in photoshop tonight for first time in awhile. This is what I came up w/ lol. Nothing special except the man in it :)



It was really slow at work tonight. A few busy moments but other than that I just about fell asleep in my chair. I am so ready for the next few days off. Grocery shopping tomorrow. WoOt. I think I'm going to put up the recipe I'm going to experiment w/. And let you guys know how it turns out. Nothing too amazing going on in this post. Just me buying time till I can go to sleep.

Support LOVE

I don't get it? Why? Why do this to someone? You give them the chance to finally let them share their love in marriage to only take it away. If you've ever experienced being in love, whether straight, gay, black, white, whatever it doesn't matter. There should be no restriction on love. It is something so special and so amazing that everyone should be able to have it and have the option to marry if they choose. Why take that away from someone? What does it matter to you? How is it hurting you to let others express their love through marriage? Seriously? This is so fucking irritating. WHO CARES? It doesn't cost you money for 2 men or 2 women to get married. It doesn't cost you a fucking thing to let to people share their love for one another.

This country has come far when it comes to equality, we get a step closer to actually being a UNITED States(Obama being first black Pres), but yet, this ban comes in place which just makes us more divided. What's next, because someone decides to share happiness w/ someone of the same sex they're not going to be able to eat at certain places? I mean come on. Oh it bothers you to see 2 men holding hands, and lord forbid they kiss in front of you. Well fuck you, it makes me absolutely sick to see you at all. How does that make you feel? Or better yet, I hate to see you kiss your loved one and express your love for one another. Feel shitty yet? You should. Why keep happiness from someone? Especially when it really doesn't effect you in any way. 2 people should be able to express love for each through marriage, no matter the age, race, sex, or anything. It doesn't matter. Love is love. Something so amazing has these restrictions. 'Oh, you can't get married because you love another woman.' What kind of country are we?

Someone said that because Obama won presidency that our country is just going to be more divided. I said yeah, if the you let it. We don't have to be, the people of America CHOOSE to be divided. Because they can't get over themselves, and have too much pride. I don't know how, I'm not proud of this country. We've been going downhill for years. Call me unpatriotic I don't give a fuck, I don't hate American's, I hate our gov't. The people fucking us over. The people that will do something like 9/11 and use it to get us into a bullshit war. I support our troops all the way, but not this fucking war. We're rebuilding a country that has enough of its own money to rebuild itself. It's time to bring our troops home and rebuild OUR country. The country people dream of living in... I don't see how now. We have to go into debt to stay alive unless you have top of the line health insurance. Even if you do, the insurance companies will find loop holes and ways to make you pay. Its bullshit. We're one of the only countries that have to pay to go see a doctor and to see if we're going to live another 5 years. Its just completely ridiculous. And for those of you against socializing health care. GET OVER YOURSELF.

What if your loved one got extremely sick, but because they don't have health insurance, they can't go to the hospital without having to pay an ass load of money, and go into debt, just for someone to tell them what is wrong w/ them. Not to mention they'll probably have to wait 4 hours just to see someone. Wouldn't you want socialized health care then? So they can just walk into the hospital whether they have money or not and get proper treatment. It makes me sick that people are so selfish to basically not care if another human dies. Our gov't doesn't give a fuck, apparently a lot of our citizens don't either. People need to get over themselves and swallow their pride. I am hoping things get better in this country because of course, I have debt and I can't move the fuck out of here!

*not directed to anyone I know personally*

President Elect

Now before I go on I have to let you know I did not vote, I didn't want Obama or McCain as President. And since I couldn't vote for who I truly believe should run our country I didn't vote at all. Which if I would have, it would have been for Obama.

Anyway,
Now that we have made history w/ our new President a lot of people are mad. I honestly would like to know why someone voted for McCain, not why you didn't want Obama, but what was it about McCain that you liked enough to give him your vote. I know a lot of people didn't vote Obama because of race, age, experience, and because of his name, and if you voted only on those reasons, shame on you. We live in land of freedom where we are all equal, you are no better than I, nor I am any better than anyone. Our country has gone to shit. And its not Obama's fault, its not McCains fault, and its not all just Bush's fault. I don't believe McCain would have been able to fix this country, just like Obama won't. Not in a 4 yr term anyway. A lot of people think our country is going to go to shit because of Obama, well wake up people our country has been on that steady downhill climb for awhile now.

So all I am wanting is reasons why you supported McCain.
Not reasons why you don't like Obama, what is something that McCain stood for that you believed in and supported? Are you supporting his causes and what he stands for? Or are you supporting the fact that he has more experience? Or did you support him just because he's not Obama, and what is it that you don't like about Obama?
I do have to say tho, that I do believe Palin is a joke, her interview w/ Curic was ridiculous. (I believe shes half the reason McCain lost) If she was VP I would be worried because of how close she would have been to being President, if something were to happen to McCain. People talk about Obama's inexperience, but yet they think she has enough experience to take on the roll of President. Which I find funny.

But anyway, feel free to respond w/ why you support McCain. I'm sure this will bring on people getting pissed of and unleashing their anger, go for it. If this pisses you off, sorry, this is the beauty of Freedom of Speech.
I do have to say that I hope Obama does well w/ his term, and really tries to pick up this country from the shit hole its been thrown into. We'll see what type of "terrorist attack" our government thinks up to test him as our new President.

Please, if you have not seen it, watch this movie :

Triple threat!

So, G and I decided to finally get out and do something for ourselves since we had some cash to do so. So we went and saw Papa Roach, Seether, and Staind here. It was awesome, I've seen all 3 bands before but for all 3 together that is just too bad ass. I thought I wouldn't be able to get my camera in so I just took an old cell phone that recorded video. And got a few good songs. The audio actually isn't bad, video is shit however lol. So here are a few that I recorded:

This is Papa Roach, they had an amazing set, a great wind up band that is for sure!


Seether playing "rise above this" Listening to him sing this live gives me chills, such an awesome fuckin song.


Seether again playing "Broken" another great song, you can't really tell in video but he had some of the members of red on stage.


Staind playing "Right here waiting" they did an awesome job as well. Played a lot more of their older stuff than their newer which was good.


okay so audio on the last one isn't the greatest, but oh well, it was awesome.

Funny video

This is pretty funny

good bye freedom

Well, here comes hell. The bailout bill didn't pass the house, so now tonight the senate is going to vote on it. Without it even passing the House... to my understanding everything has to pass the House then it goes to the Senate. I wish WE could take back our votes and call for a revote when it comes to voting for president. Cause then maybe we would have when Bush ran for 2nd Term. And when McCain wins, because it will probably be rigged, we won't be able to revote! Can't even call for a recount. This electronic voting system is shit, not like it can't be hacked or anything or like we'll ever really know. I'm starting to hate it here more and more.
They rewrote that bill and so now, we can't even investigate or know where this over 700 billion dollars is going.
I'm scared for the future of this country. I must say I am thankful hubs and I can't have kids now because I wouldn't want to raise my kids in this country. Everyone comes here illigally cause its the 'land of opportunity' when over 600,000 people have lost their jobs.
This bailout is just going to push off the collapse of the economy and stock market. G and I are trying to get a backup plan. If our apt complex goes under we have to find a place to live. And since the price of food is doing nothing but rising and will only rise we have to stock up on food and water and everything we can.

We pretty much no longer have a middle class, just lower and upper. You either barely kinda sorta make it by, or you make it by with flying colors and don't have to worry about how you're going to eat the next week. It's fucking rediculous and pisses me off. Here we are w/ debt we can't pay off because we're barely making it by to pay all of our bills and rent. we're doing better now than we were 6 months ago that is for sure, but seriously life kinda sucks, and being stuck here just makes it worse.

Please pray or do whatever you do, for this country, we need it.

Sarah

Shout it out!

I added a little shout box at the bottom of the page! Everyone drop a word! I'm going to write this like a lot of people actually read it lol. Sorry I haven't posted anything. Been working a lot and haven't really had anything great to blog about or can't think of anything. I am rather worried about our economy and what's getting ready to happen. Even with the bailout, its only going to post pone it because its inevitable. I was watching CNN the other night and they had McCain in an interview say that even w/ the bailout he'd be able to balance the budget in I think he said 4 yrs. lol but he said it'd be because he'd make budget cuts in certain places of government, one he mentioned was the defense budget... I'm thinking are you serious? Defense is kinda important in my eyes. lol. Here is a cute picture I took of Taco this week lol. I think he looks like a model.



So its Geno's birthday officially in like 6 minutes. I didn't get to get him what I really wanted but I did get him shit that he needed and won't buy himself. lol he seemed to like it. I gave it to him on like Mon when I bought it cause I dunno, I have this problem where I just want them to open it lol. Taco is playing w/ his food right now lol. I have another picture I took of him I'll have to put it up later cause I don't think I uploaded that one to photobucket. I saw some pretty funny videos and tried to post them however, it didn't let me for some fucked up reason. The myspace videos didn't work, I think I can post the youtube one, one sec... lol


So 3 minutes till I wish Geno happy birthday... oh, 2 lol so gotta go!

Thanks for reading!
Sarah

Growing up

Growing up sucks! I just turned 20... And it has fucked me up lol. My emotions are crazy. Of course how can a birthday do that? Easily. Becoming an adult is difficult. I'm trying to find my place in the world and find that certain lil comfort spot where I'm comfortable with who I am, where I am proud of who I am. I used to be very proud of who I am and used to know who I was. Now, not so much. I feel like I have a lot to prove to my father, who has maybe told me he's proud of me once, which was when I graduated high school. But I had to hear how I better graduate and not fuck up, when I only needed 4 credits to graduate. Anyway. So I guess I have to constant battle within myself that I'm not aware of to always prove myself. Things are getting better now. Life has been pretty rough the past like forever months but now things are slowly piecing back together. I have this amazing man who I can't live without, but he has someone trying to ruin his life.
I like to think I have it all together upstairs lol when I know thats not always the case. My emotions have calmed down a bit because I'm trying to make changes within myself to be a better person and a better woman above all things. I think I'm getting there. Making progress at least :D
So I haven't really had any good topics to write about lately, so please give me suggestions lol I want to write just am too boring haha, plus have been busy with work. I have to say I have the coolest job ever. I work at home on a computer and get paid over 10 bucks an hour to take chats all day lol pretty easy. Except working with idiots lol *facedesk* which I am doing now so its tah tah for now! Take it easy

Sarah ♫♪

Pandora.com

Well, I have to say, I had heard of this site but never went there, but finally did and I have to say it fucking rocks. I entered 3 bands, Evanescence, Slipknot, and 10 years and loved just about every song its played. It's like listening to my own playlist, but its making it for me haha. I tried to add the widget but I guess its broken :( Oh well, there is a little button to the left that will launch pandora from here, if only I could get some My Dead X, Rook, or Congress of a Crow to play on it ;)

Well, take it easy!
♫♪ Sarah ♫♪

Short Update

So after my previous rant, its time to move on to other happier things like... our new place! wOoT! Hubs and are officially moved into our new, bigger place. There are still boxes in the floor and nothing on the walls so we have a lil ways to go before it looks like home, but we'll get there. I'm not sure how I want to decorate everything yet tho. We have a HUGE balcony. I can't wait to get some chairs for it. I don't know yet about how I'm going to decorate the livingroom or the bedroom. So we'll see. I will post some pictures of the new place once it looks like a home. So I went to my mom's doctor appointment today, and learned how much my mom and I are really alike, even psychologically. It was really weird. I also weighed myself. I weigh 107... my license says I weigh 131 lol I thought I lost like 10 pounds, not 24. But anyway, I'm starting work so I'll write more some other time lol.

New World Order

WATCH THESE VIDEOS!! If you're not involved in politics, please atleast watch these. Do you want to have a New World Order, the world under one government?

*ATLEAST WATCH THE VERY FIRST!*



The above clip is from the movie Zeitgeist, which will explain SO much about what is going and and basically what they don't want us to know. Check out the link to ther right! --->





Do you want to have a North American Union, where Canada, Mexico, and U.S.A become one country and we drop borders... Well guess what, its happening.



Do you want to get rid of our currency? And share an Amero w/ Mexico and Canada... Well, thats happening too.



This shit is getting fucked up, we need to educate ourselves, and wake up to whats being done behind our backs, and without our knowledge. Who doesn't want New world Order?





There is whats called a write in vote where you can write in the name of someone other than Obama or McCain. And now I'm going to write in Ron Paul. He would be the best thing for this country. Who cares if he's republican, he stands of for some good things. Research him on google and youtube. We need to be more aware of whats going on in our country.

I love photography, I have a really crappy digital camera I 'try' to take pictures with. I love photoshop and taking a picture and creating the way I want or just fuckin around w/ all the different things you can do in photoshop. I thought I would show off some of my extremely amateur work.

Thats it for now, I wish I had time to take more pictures and really wish I had a better camera.

The Message

Love and Marriage

I have been thinking a lot lately about marriage. My boyfriend and I have talked about getting married, recently I have thought to myself, what exactly is marriage?

mar·riage

1.	the social institution under which a man and woman establish their decision to live as husband and wife by legal commitments, religious ceremonies, etc.

2.	the state, condition, or relationship of being married; wedlock: a happy marriage.

3.	the legal or religious ceremony that formalizes the decision of a man and woman to live as husband and wife, including the accompanying social festivities: to officiate at a marriage.

4.	a relationship in which two people have pledged themselves to each other in the manner of a husband and wife, without legal sanction: trial marriage; homosexual marriage.

5.	any close or intimate association or union: the marriage of words and music in a hit song.

6.	a formal agreement between two companies or enterprises to combine operations, resources, etc., for mutual benefit; merger.

7.	a blending or matching of different elements or components: The new lipstick is a beautiful marriage of fragrance and texture.

8.	Cards. a meld of the king and queen of a suit, as in pinochle.

9.	a piece of antique furniture assembled from components of two or more authentic pieces.

10.	Obsolete. the formal declaration or contract by which act a man and a woman join in wedlock.

People get married because they are in love right? But... the definition of marriage doesn't even have the word LOVE in it...
So I met this guy right, and shortly after we started seeing each other, I knew I wanted to marry him. Him being previously married, is in no rush, which I COMPLETELY understand. However, for me, its not about being married. I no longer have a desire to get married.

For me its the wedding and the symbolism of it. I want to be surrounded by close friends and family and just celebrate us, our love, and life together. I want to be given away by my father and put in the care of my man. I want to stand in front of everyone I care about and show them that I have met the man of my dreams, and the man I want to spend forever with. Signing a marriage certificate isn't important to me, people I love being happy for me, is. I don't care about wedding gifts, I want everyone to come and have a great time. So I'm not wanting to get married, or have a wedding. I want a reception lol with a small speech, and people having fun and being happy for US.

Zeitgeist

I watched a fucking awesome documentary last night. It's about the truth. The truth of our government and things that they don't want us to know. The best part was part 2, about 9-11. A horrible tragedy... planned? I apologize for anyone offended. Its information that we all need to know, and we need to realize the truth and quit believing the bullshit they feed us on the news. We're about to electing a new president but news stations and reporters think that talkin about Brittney Spears and Paris Hilton should be our top stories. Here is a reporter standing up for the fact that the top stories they want to report are bullshit.
Lets talk about the real reason we are in Iraq, lets talk about our presidential candidates so we don't elect a fucking failure to run our country.
After watching this documentary, I don't want to raise my children in this country. My patriotism has been shot. And I'm ready to move to Australia lol. So please watch the entire thing, I know its long, but well fucking worth it.

What a BITCH!

This is fucked up!! click the title for the link to the story. But this teacher let her class 1 by 1 say what they didn't like about this 5 yr old little boy in the middle of the class, and then she actually took a vote and he was voted out of the class basically. I'd be in jail for assault if anyone had the ignorance to do something like that to my kid, especially if they are 5! And to top it off the kid also has been going thru tests for a type of autism. OMG I'd have her fired, or in a hospital.

movin along...

As of today my wonderful man and I have been together a year and a half. We've lived together a year this month and next month we're moving into a 2 bedroom so we can actually have an office. I'm so excited! Everything is really starting to look up. I'm trying to keep myself in check w/ my attitude and what effects me. Right now tho, things are going good. I'm super excited about getting back to school, we've decided since I got my license back and everything that I can look into when I can go back to school! YAY!! I only have about 9 weeks of Massage left and have to make up 2 associate classes, and I might be able to do those online. If so, I'm going to try and knock those out too.

Another great thing, is I got my schedule for the next 2 weeks and I get to coach both weeks. wOoT! I'm so excited, no phones for me. I guess that means either I'm doing good coaching, or I suck at taking calls haha. Either way, I don't care lol, I'm coaching! *happy dance* wOoT!

Okay well, I have another blog I'm going to put up later... kinda sentimental lol but I think it will be good.

Thanks for reading!
Sarah!

Love will keep us alive.

I don't get why people can't put the color/gender/sexuality behind and realize we're all equal. My hope is one day America really will be free.

Political Bullshit

So I'm not big into politics at all really lol. But recently have been watching a lil more msnbc lol. I believe it was their economics advisors that were being interviewed the other day, I noticed that when Obama's was asked a question or addressed she would explain Obama's reasoning behind certain things and helped me understand more about his campaign. McCain's seemed to only knock down Obama's ideas and things the other lady was saying, Obama's advisor did a great job I think of defending Obama and promoting his campaign. A hell of a lot better than McCains at least.
Today when I woke up McCain was about to speak in New Mexico. When he finally does the first thing he starts talking about is quoting something Obama said and pointing out a contradiction that Obama said. What a hypocrite.
I'm thinking, I want someone to tell me why I should vote for them, not why I shouldn't vote for the other person. I also noticed... McCain has to have A LOT of neck pain for how often he looks down at his little piece of paper. Can he not address the crowd/camera's and the people listening. Obama looks around and is about making you hear listen to his ideas and reasons he should be elected. If he wants my vote so bad, he'd tell my why, and try to convince me to vote for him, not try to convince me not to vote for the other person. I don't know. It's going to be my first time to vote, I'm pretty excited, and pretty sure I'm voting Obama.

females suck....

I've always hated women. Even tho being one myself, I understand it doesn't make a lot of sense. I grew up in a small town, my graduating class was about 120. Since I started 1st grade there, I always had more dudes as friends than girls. I noticed the looks other girls gave me if I didn't have the newest shoes or jeans on, but I never got that from the guys. Middle school came and I began wondering if I'd ever get boobs like everyone else around me, all the girls got boyfriends, and I just had 1 boyfriend in 5th grade, I wasn't all about the boys, around that time my parents where going through a divorce, I guess you could say I didn't focus on things most girls my age did. I grew up at the lake and at the race track, not so much girly action going on there. Since I didn't blossom like other girls in middle school, and didn't wear everything they did, I wasn't in the popular crowd (and didn't really give a fuck), it was just me and my crew when high school hit, So by then I pretty much hated females.

Through my 4 years of hell in high school I had totally, 2 boyfriends. I later found out that it went around that I was a lesbian, because I didn't hang with all the girls, and never dated the losers I went to school with. I was in the high school band which of course didn't help my 'image' which I never cared about anyway. When I first hit high school I was really getting into music, and because of my appearance I got more shit, because I didn't wear what the other girls were wearing, I wore whatever was comfortable, usually jeans and a tshirt. I didn't chase after boys, I just hung w/ em, skipped school, and chilled w/ them in detention basically. Guys aren't complicated, they don't check the mirror 50 fuckin times a day, they don't talk about how that guys shoes doesn't match his outfit or whatever, they talk cool shit lol. Well I did finally get boobs, bigger than a lot of the girls I ended up graduating with (what now bitches lol)

Okay, so don't get me wrong, I did have some chick friends, my best friends Sarah and Misty really helped me find myself in high school. After graduation I have been back to that shit hole town only a few times to visit people that mattered to me. I mainly didn't get along w/ the girls I graduated with because sadly enough I knew a lot of them since first grade. So I came out of high school w/ a bad attitude toward other females, b/c the ones I went to were mainly spoiled, judgmental, and backstabbing.

After high school I ran into someone that I once considered a friend in high school at one point, until they literally quit talking to me... for what reason I'm not exactly sure, from what I can tell, I guess I wasn't good enough since she started to hang out with an individual that not only was just like described above, but her voice was like a 2 year old, and she would whine all the fucking time. So shortly after graduation (she actually dropped out like a few months before) a friend, that was still friends with her, for some reason brought her to my house, and suprisingly enough she apologized, admitted it was shitty, she was a bitch, and said she missed me. I'm usually a pretty understanding/forgiving person, which was my downfall. I went w/ her and my other friend to her b/fs house, and partied. This is where the summer after graduating starts to slip from me. We hung out... all the time, and partied. I was just out of a relationship so hell yeah I was all for it. Since I was out of high school and the relationship I was just ready for a less drama filled life, because as much as we try, we can't escape the high school drama. So long story short, my 'friend' ended up living w/ me and when we realized summer was half was over and we needed jobs, we went to the local amusement park, and we were hired on the spot.

Fast forwarding about a month into this job, the 'friend' starts to date a coworker. Now, living w/ my mom is not bad at all, she pretty much let us do whatever, just didn't want us out until 4 am all the time, which I totally understood. But 'friend' however wanted to stay out all night w/ her new boytoy. So whatever we still hung out but she just wouldn't listen, I tried explaining to her that, if she wanted to still live there that she should be careful b/c I know my mom and she wouldn't hesitate to through her out if she is out all night and still barely putting in for bills etc. So my mom kicked her out, and she quit talking to me. We still worked together, even on rides right beside each other, and it took her some time to actually come talk to me. She tried to say she wasn't mad, but then never talked to me after that. That was...... summer 06. I started college that fall, apparently shortly after she was knocked up and now has 2 kids, lol anyway.

My college was mainly women, but had quite a few older women in some of my classes. I never really had issues w/ anyone in college except some crazy girl that my b/f's best friend was dating lol but thats irrelevant really. If we move to Decemeber, my friend from the army was in town now SHE is cool lol. We met at the previous summer job. So when she is in town we like to hit up the club and go dance. Now I have to say this b/c we were going in DECEMBER where it would be in the 20's in the evening and yet there are still girls walking around half naked! I dunno I guess I just don't get it b/c I didn't go to the club to pick up random guys, I just went to shake my thang lol. Well one night we went to a local pool hall called magoos and we were coming out of the bathroom and this guy stops my friend and we start talking. While we're talking I'm pretty much thinking I'm wasting time b/c they stopped my friend, not me, so no way am I gonna get asked anything. To my surprise, after getting asked a few normal questions like age, etc, he points at me and asks for my number, w/ a lil hesitance I gave it to him. I got a text the next day, and its been history since.

Now you might be wondering wtf this has to do w/ hating females, but hold on we're getting there. The wonderful man who asked me for my number is staring at me across the desk. <3 Now, hes a few years older, so he has more life experience... and an ex. Yeah, an x BITCH. I try not to wish death upon anyone, except her and 2 other people lol. But what I don't understand how someone could be so crazy. I know you're probably thinking well you've only heard his side, well that and his moms. Not going into details, but this woman is a horrible mother, and horrible person in general. I've never met her but she has taken so many things from me. I was told that she possibly could want to get in touch w/ me to me of my fiance, but I pray she does b/c I have so much to say to her, but in the end she's not worth it. I've come to realize the type of person she is, if she does get in touch w/ me, I know it will be just to try and piss me off and to leave my amazing man. But she has another thing coming. She has put him through so much shit he just doesn't deserve. So yet, my last, and recently main point of hating women. All I have to say to her, is what goes around comes around bitch, you'll get yours one of these days.

what is it about music?

I don't know about anyone else but music is fucking awesome in my opinion. I didn't really start to get into music until I was 13/14, but ever since its been a passion of mine. My first real awesome concert was when my mom took me to see Evanescence when I was 14. It was amazing. Evanescence is one of the first bands where I felt connected to the music. If anyone is like me they know what I'm saying. Here is I guess the main reasons for my love of music.



To me, that kind of explains it all. Music is expression, and most songs can tell a story. Whether its a story of love, hate, pain, or sadness, most songs can explain a lot if you just listen. Ever dedicate a song to someone because you just couldn't find the words to say what the song explains perfectly? lol. I just love the expression you can get from listening to some songs. Staind is one of my all time favorites, Aaron Lewis, is the king. His voice mixed w/ his lyrics, could make me cry if its the right song lol. I think its an awesome talent to be able to write something out, put music to it, and you can just feel the emotion w/ every word that is sang. So many times when listening to music I just zone out into the song. I'm not good at writing or expressing things w/ words, so for me to be able to connect w/ a song is just an awesome release.

There are songs I can listen to that just can take me back in time. One in particular is Into the Mystic by Van Morrison. I LOVE this song. My grandpa was a big Van Morrison fan and would listen to him a lot. I spent a summer at his house about 1 year before he died. This (listening to it now :D ) was the only song played at his funeral. It was a very sad day of course, and seriously this song gives me chills and tears almost every time I play it. Every time I hear it I remember him and everything about him, and it makes me sad b/c I miss him, but still just reminds me of how cool my g-pa was which makes me smile. For me I love how a song can capture that memory and emotion in it every time I hear it.

I listen to a variety of music, so for me, the ultimate deciding factors on if I like a song or not, are basically if its got good rhythm, maybe some good guitar shreds in there, if I can sing along, or headbang lol. The singer for me usually has to have a good voice, not always, but most the time. It sells a song for me if the lyrics follow the music and if the vocals are awesome, and real. I appreciate real talent, I have to say that I most likely would never go to a rap show, b/c from what I can see its the person and their 'crew' rapping along w/ the track, sure the main guy will do most of it while the crew throws in random 'uhs' and 'yeah' and occasionally will sing along w/ the track... Sorry I don't want to hear someone sing/rap over their own track... not too cool, just as if you were to lip sync.

There is nothing better than going to a show though. Nothing like being up front w/ the performers practically sweating and screaming in your face. I love the venue in my town called the Cains Ballroom. Its an old venue, w/ wood floors, that are spring loaded. You get enough people to jump it can be like a trampoline lmfao. But nothing like packing that place full of mother fuckers ready to rock out. The final touch for me is the live performance, if they sell it or not lol. I love the bands that get on stage and are just as ready to go crazy as you and that can just work the crowd. No one likes to just stand there staring at a stage of people standing in one spot, I don't think haha.

Well,
Thanks for reading!
♫♪Sarah♪♫

emo/scene

I came across this site the other day that, just caught my attention. The site was titled your scene sucks, It seemed like a game where you pick if you're an emo, metal head, whatever. I honestly didn't even pick a person lol. What truely inspired me to write about this site is mainly one 'hate' email the creator got that made me laugh... pretty hard.

" so your saying you dont believe in emo? WELL THEN YOU DONT BELIEVE IN EMOTIONS thats all it is people who like to express themselves not hide there emotions and pretend there tough when there sad they will show when they are in love they will show it when they are angry they will show it so dont tell me there is no such thing as emo "

The bolded line made me laugh the most. I'm thinking, WOW! Is he saying if you're not emo you don't show emotion? Bahaha. I wish I could email him. I personally don't label myself anything but myself, I try not to label or categorize others, but seriously, when you see a group of kids all wearing the hidious tight jeans, all w/ tshirts that could possibly be different but they're all band shirts from the same music genre, they all have the studded belts, crazy make up, and most them have crazy hair, or the same haircut as person next to them.... but yet this group claims to all be individuals. In my opinion, yes, everyone is different, but no, that doesn't make everyone individuals.

I'm proud to consider myself an individual, I dress in the same clothes I've had for awhile, yes they are mainly band tshirts, but they are from various genres. I haven't gone clothes shopping in the past year to make sure I get whats in style at that time. I shop at hot topic, but I like to shop gordmans, target, or aeropostal. I like to think I don't fit into a label. I will admit I don't shop at american eagle and hollister b/c I'm not going to pay 80 bucks for a pair of jeans or 30 dollars for a tshirt. I buy anything comfortable.

I will say that I do make fun of emo's occasionally for the very reason that they all look the same. And most are dolts like the one from the above statement. Many other emails I read were similar people crying about the site. I don't hang out with anyone really considered "emo" but from what I gather it seems to make them mad to get called emo or being made fun of for looking like one, but yet... isn't that what they called themselves, called... not call b/c like I said I dunno lol. But I do know that they need to learn some concert etiquette. I went to a red jumpsuit apparatus show. I like them, so I was somewhat near the front, then next thing I know some guy with pants tighter than mine lands on my head and we throw him to the ground. I look behind me and LITERALLY these kids are running and their friends are throwing them and launching them through the air, only to crash onto someones head. I'm thinking are you fucking kidding me? Crowd surfers piss me off enough, but atleast we can expect them somewhat and see them coming. If someone is being launched from behind me, I can't see that coming cause the mother fucker is flying in the air.... I can almost guarantee that at a metal show, people won't be that stupid.

I've gone to concerts for about 6 years now and have never been around so many idiots in one venue. I've been to shows and got sucked into a mosh pit and had compete strangers stop just to make sure I don't get hurt. I don't mosh much I like to watch the show lol, but it used to be common courtesy to watch out for others when your at a show, but now its like a competion to be the biggest jackass. *rolls eyes* Oh well.

Thanks for reading!
♫♪Sarah♪♫

new stuff

Decided to kinda of change up my blog. So deleted all the old shit, time for the new good stuff lol. I need some good ideas to write about lol. One thing I've been thinking about is reading this article the other day about some dome dick that jumped 2 fences to get his hat he lost on the batman ride at six flags in atl. Only to literally get decapitated by the ride. After reading this I'm thinking wow... but thinking more into I've had a couple thoughts...
1.) it may not be crossing traffic but I'd still look to see if a roller coaster was coming if I merely ignored the 2 warning signs on the fences I jumped to get to that point.
2.) what was his final thought? roller coasters are pretty loud, so you have to wonder when he heard it coming and what his thoughts were at that moment. I've been scared pretty bad before and I dunno that def would scare the shit out of me.
3.) what the witnesses saw/think. I don't know what I would do if I saw that, it would be like final destination right before my eyes. Def be something I'd never forget, and being on the ride, and possibly knowing at that moment the ride your on just took someone's head off, I don't know how well I would enjoy the rest of the ride if I knew when it happened.

Apparently that ride has hurt/killed people previously before. I've been on the batman at the six flags in texas which was fun but I dunno some things I just won't ride lol. Well thats it for my first mini post lol

Thanks for reading
♪♫ Sarah ♫♪